11.06.2010

Day 13



a letter to someone who has hurt me recently...

Dear person who has hurt me:

Why is it always that I give so much & you give so little in return?
My whole life i've tried
to satisfy you..

or to actually allow you to look at me like a human being.

So I moved out..and away to school.

Then you ignore my calls
you ignore my texts
my e-mails..

because you say you've moved on.


I suppose i've always been used to
me getting nothing
and you getting everything in return.

It's just now I need to realize things will never change.

and I will never have the person I thought would come around.

You're the one missin out.. not me.

I'm finally going to set wings & fly..completely forget about what we ever had.

and maybe someday...you'll realize it once you've lost it.








okay okay..i feel like a total jerk after i wrote this..
especially because i've been trying way hard to
apologize to those i've wronged and to treat everyone very nicely.

the blog challenge totally called for that though--
and i guess i needed to vent. [:

3 comments:

  1. Sounds like your very frustrated with this person. I hope you don't feel the need to burn any bridges. Just ACT instead of REACT with a loving kind heart. The hurt will leave faster that way.

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  2. I know this letter cannot possibly be written to me, but I just wanted to say, " I love you!"

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  3. hmmmmm...... i totally get it. sorry this person acts this way, maybe it's just because they want what you have. i guess just try to be nice, that's all you can do at this point. see you in TWO DAYS. woo-hoo.

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