breather

i need a breather.

some time away.

from utah.

from everyone.

this past week and a half,

has seriously been UNREAL.

it's been the hardest.

i was talking to my sister about it,

and she made me realize,

that you never give the good days credit,

&& you don't realize how good you have it,

til you have super bad ones.

me and brandon broke up.

yep..people haven't left me alone about it.

sometimes i think,

what makes you want to talk to me now?

you will NEVER talk to me,

unless something terribly bad is going on in my life.

but then again, it made me realize

how much support i really do have in my life.

i got in a car wreck.

besides it totally ruining my month,

and ruining my parents month,

i have whip lash and think i threw my neck out.

however, i'm too scared to see a chiropractor.

d-will got traded.

to the nets..

WHO ARE WE GOING TO TAKE FROM THE NETS?

idk..i've lost hope i guess you could say.

i'm sooo stressed.

my schedule is run run run run run..

school, work, other job, get home at midnight,

homework, sleep, and wake up at 630 again,

it isn't too great lately.

but i really do have so much to be grateful for.

my family.

my friends.

god.

books,

reading,

and my little stuffed animal monk monk.

oh how i love him (:

i can't wait til spring break.

orange county for a girl's trip,

HERE I COME.

this is definitely needed.