this week has been straight up disgraceful.

i sincerely long for the old days.
i want to be a kid again.

when my daddy was my best friend,

when my mommy would take me on a therapeutic drive
if chelsea aylett was bullying me again.

where the biggest trial in my life was learning to tie my shoes,

when my siblings and i would watch "home alone" every christmas eve,

&& how i never understood the sick perverted jokes being told.

oh how i would savor a time capsule.
right about now.


don't get me wrong..
i don't live in the past.
it's just days like these,
where i do not succeed in one thing.

school,
work,
working out,
and having the nickname "failure."

then i think back,
to the good ol' days
without a care in the world.

and when i am yearning for those days,
i just put on my little childish socks

similar to the ones my mom would give me when i was little,
heck no i haven't de-junked them yet..

put on jammies,
and watch infantile television shows.


having said that--
i do enjoy and love my life very much.
i love where i am at.
i just miss those days.
[a lot].

♥ xoxo.